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nick'd up
when i was ur age i aint give a fuk
so what
what dey say, when i speak of such
such a time, careless mind wit a lil luck
back n forth from pounds to dimes, until the paddy truck
actually a paddy wagon, DCJ no belt wit my pants saggin
released n im back baggin
hoes, dro, baige blow that was cooked to crack in
my short life ive seen my boys turn to ghosts
from crack and boy addiction and overdose
cancer gunshots from headbangers over dope
im over most
quarrels i been involved
but most not solved
need nada dirty 38 to barrel revolve
its like a sequel guns legal but im not absolved
some dudes ive robbed still wanna see my soul disolve
im all ate up but never pookied out
weeks ive stayed up popin rufies in girly mouf
but my life aint one to be followed
run wit guns knives but forgot from pills ive swallowed
n now i wallow in the sins ive committed
chuggin scotch outta the bottle while karma gots me finished
i dun robbed, cheated, stole and lie
but still my dog, he be rollin on my side
till the day im gone spenjax will be my guardian
put his name on my arm and he wants me to cease the partyin
but off of the tangent, ill never be dun with the bangin
cuz since ten i was raised by thugs who only cared bout man'in
up and holdin ur head high, respect n power
fuck backin out a fight, throw ur set never coward
my homeboys might squable but we dont fall down
pacs words, somewhat absurd cuz i dun hit the ground
but i always fought till i was knocked out or crackers came
but reguardless i dun fought my battles so DADE respect my name
call me c dot, charli Bud-DUH, ceebee beezee or Charli Bing
at the grove spot, i sparked a jack boy easy for my ring
cuz over my dead body u take my dub g dads shit
ull never take it off my fist
but im off topic again
back to the facts
i done some preliminary work on that new dirt track
and i was gonna use ur hook but wrote one of my own
and with ur permission i lay it down, this how i goes

All i do is ax god why
why the good die young
my momma gotta cry
when im locked down in jail
and the bail is hard to find
why my homie sleep in OT
with hard on his mind

All i do is ax god why
u gave my brother cancer
and chose for him to die
stare at the sky for answers
wit tears in my eyes
and im angered cuz reason hard 2 find