response to spensolo’ girls poem
Current mood: artistic
SPENSOLO's GIRL original blog entry
Disillusioned
Blind lost in an endless obsticle illusion , wich is life!
No light at the end of the tunnel , no outlet to my thoughts constant battle.
Self inflected Brain Splatter
Lifes are shattered of those that really matter.
By the eyes with judgemental patterns ruled to live by
sociiaties standards of the wacked out minds.
No self confidence that they fight to hide.
Only the strong survive
Made strong only by living off lies.
I learned that from an angel I met in time.
The right time , never to come to the closed minds!
Right way signs
Changed my thought pattern, true life standards.
Spiritually guided to what really matters.
Mispreseptions lost
My prespective on life now never to be clouded.
due to surroundings that dont matter .
Thank you Spen for helping me see life in the right prespective, opening my eyes to what really matters. I love you !!!
http://www.myspace.com/darkgoddess2
MY RESPONSE
ive been blinded by the light and lost in a bleek maze
amazed by what i write despite abusin white n shades
inflicting burglary on my own property dopemine
seratonin surgery and hurtin those that so close to me
sayin ima stay sober but a life of endless employment
depression stray closer and chemicals might end deployment
but really what i need is to be close to mi hermano
first spen then betz, cohib, fuk hoes n blanco
a souljah isnt born he has to be trained
lessons learned must replace lies in our brain
never felt an angel but demons and devils
attacked in a physical pressence and dreams they mettled
and the only reason i believe in god allah christ or heavenly souljahs
cuz i know the devil real, walked out a methlab with scarred shoulders
now i pray erry day, but not on my knees
stand tall with my cap on to show that he above me
got that from judism, got knowledge from koran
read many different bibles that conflict, but who is wrong?
i cant say
so lets just say
i got faith
cuz my brother okay
and for my family sake i finna reform my life
i know my soul is at stake, and when i look at this knife
that switch quick, complete opposite to who gave me the gift
it was his most prized posession, but still it; he parted with
cuz life aint all about good times and getting rich
not about throwing hand signs or loadin up clips
not concentrated round dimes n brand new whips
its about those u luv and livin righteous
Monday, August 13, 2007
Friday, June 8, 2007
take a look
take a look
Current mood: accomplished
why dont u bustuhs take a glance at a true thug and see
why fake bitches talk shit and throw mean muggs at me
i stay high till i die gazin at dat blak n blue sky
through my blak n blue eyes i see through the devils rebel disguise
visions of my demise they got me bleek
stranglin and tanglin my temple in my ink stained bed sheets
i wreek and speak from inside the white tee ive been embeded in for at least a week
same clothes with holes and o's enclosed, that been rocked since i walked thru high school doors
when i was a jitterbug just growin up into the g
that c dot bud-duh see standin before me
but before B
u-d-d-u-h
there was p
arkhilluh C
and then i found my place
through many affiliations organizations n klicks on my route
miles paved dis road followed dat north star souf
sure as miles davis blow, the game .... only one way out
to quote fatal "i suggest u stay from s to k"
cuz cuzin thuggin blood in or blood spill out
stay laughin while im chokin out my blood filled mouf
no doubt ive had a brain on drugs
addicted to drugs
and i addicted to stayin a thug
cuz i was raised by these thugs
dug a k hole spray follow the g-code
u know im a g-o
with d's in my pocket
stomped wit ino-sitol
fuck a pig, lechon, the other white meat, fuck sufrito
cuz when i peep po my heartbeat increase, cease n slow
sweatin n breathin while im keepin my heat close
step in the season freezin my city it snows pedico
cuz this is budduh man, not never no parkay
more like marlon brando mixdup wit da scarface
discrace how dirty u gotta be to blaze a dirty to fall asleep
cuz i got u on that dirt that got u up for a week
u speak ur block got fire
i gotzz crispier leaves
plus i got fiends pushin stems harder than christopher reaves
why dont u bustuhs take a glance at a true thug and see
why yo bitch want budduh to thug her P.Y.T.
playah yung thug but nowadays i made it man
dont gotta send no mo mail north up to bradingtan
cuz cohiba beat ameoba n surpassed his single cell
now we in genpop and i just beep him on his nextel
i dwell in gunshine state guttahs n dade county corners i sleep
they call it the magic city cuz its magic how tourists turned out in nmb
loss of identity now country broad foot draggin the streets
weep naw dude dats just the all important live changing divine battle
we all choose paths fork in the road 2 elect where u travel
Current mood: accomplished
why dont u bustuhs take a glance at a true thug and see
why fake bitches talk shit and throw mean muggs at me
i stay high till i die gazin at dat blak n blue sky
through my blak n blue eyes i see through the devils rebel disguise
visions of my demise they got me bleek
stranglin and tanglin my temple in my ink stained bed sheets
i wreek and speak from inside the white tee ive been embeded in for at least a week
same clothes with holes and o's enclosed, that been rocked since i walked thru high school doors
when i was a jitterbug just growin up into the g
that c dot bud-duh see standin before me
but before B
u-d-d-u-h
there was p
arkhilluh C
and then i found my place
through many affiliations organizations n klicks on my route
miles paved dis road followed dat north star souf
sure as miles davis blow, the game .... only one way out
to quote fatal "i suggest u stay from s to k"
cuz cuzin thuggin blood in or blood spill out
stay laughin while im chokin out my blood filled mouf
no doubt ive had a brain on drugs
addicted to drugs
and i addicted to stayin a thug
cuz i was raised by these thugs
dug a k hole spray follow the g-code
u know im a g-o
with d's in my pocket
stomped wit ino-sitol
fuck a pig, lechon, the other white meat, fuck sufrito
cuz when i peep po my heartbeat increase, cease n slow
sweatin n breathin while im keepin my heat close
step in the season freezin my city it snows pedico
cuz this is budduh man, not never no parkay
more like marlon brando mixdup wit da scarface
discrace how dirty u gotta be to blaze a dirty to fall asleep
cuz i got u on that dirt that got u up for a week
u speak ur block got fire
i gotzz crispier leaves
plus i got fiends pushin stems harder than christopher reaves
why dont u bustuhs take a glance at a true thug and see
why yo bitch want budduh to thug her P.Y.T.
playah yung thug but nowadays i made it man
dont gotta send no mo mail north up to bradingtan
cuz cohiba beat ameoba n surpassed his single cell
now we in genpop and i just beep him on his nextel
i dwell in gunshine state guttahs n dade county corners i sleep
they call it the magic city cuz its magic how tourists turned out in nmb
loss of identity now country broad foot draggin the streets
weep naw dude dats just the all important live changing divine battle
we all choose paths fork in the road 2 elect where u travel
Sunday, April 1, 2007
G-D answer me
g-d answer me
Current mood: awake
hawks, hammers, n havok lead to horrendous habits.
awkward anger n anguish leads to avengen abbots.
now im back at it, workin wit no contraband
see me in a casket, wardie tears fallin on they man.
dam that could be me
and religiously
i finnally see
the sin in sellin boo to my family.
or even any other, cuz they moms will weep
when they see em in the gutter over petty 5 piece
n ive felt devils claws in my back
weight on my spiritual
n ill never go back to methlab
cuz the demons scratch was visable
i always had my faith in adanoi allah or jeeeez
but it took physical proof of demons , so i believe
god is no apparation or hoax his pressence detected
he thug, friend of yours, friend of mine, he connected
he afflicted my moms with stroke n now maybe cancer
try to give my brother the second, i need answers
why u do so many bad things to good souls.
my mommas angel wings abruptly rip out her clothes.
n if i loose both or even one...
im thinkin u punishin me for the crimes ive done.
but they not to blame, so send me pain.
lock me in hell n put rusted screws in my viens.
drill them into my bones till they hit marrow
tear my appendages apart and stuff me in a barrel
twist out my teeth and force me to devour'em
chompin wit mangled gums and slap me if im cower'in
u will do what u want n i know u omniscent
but if u take another family member who dont deserve
i know that u real but ur teachings i wont listen
ill give u silent treatment n still live life richeous
thats word
lord please hear my prayers nightly
i take my past actions far from lightly
dont hurt those in my circle to rectify
just guide me with ur wisdom to inddemnify
Current mood: awake
hawks, hammers, n havok lead to horrendous habits.
awkward anger n anguish leads to avengen abbots.
now im back at it, workin wit no contraband
see me in a casket, wardie tears fallin on they man.
dam that could be me
and religiously
i finnally see
the sin in sellin boo to my family.
or even any other, cuz they moms will weep
when they see em in the gutter over petty 5 piece
n ive felt devils claws in my back
weight on my spiritual
n ill never go back to methlab
cuz the demons scratch was visable
i always had my faith in adanoi allah or jeeeez
but it took physical proof of demons , so i believe
god is no apparation or hoax his pressence detected
he thug, friend of yours, friend of mine, he connected
he afflicted my moms with stroke n now maybe cancer
try to give my brother the second, i need answers
why u do so many bad things to good souls.
my mommas angel wings abruptly rip out her clothes.
n if i loose both or even one...
im thinkin u punishin me for the crimes ive done.
but they not to blame, so send me pain.
lock me in hell n put rusted screws in my viens.
drill them into my bones till they hit marrow
tear my appendages apart and stuff me in a barrel
twist out my teeth and force me to devour'em
chompin wit mangled gums and slap me if im cower'in
u will do what u want n i know u omniscent
but if u take another family member who dont deserve
i know that u real but ur teachings i wont listen
ill give u silent treatment n still live life richeous
thats word
lord please hear my prayers nightly
i take my past actions far from lightly
dont hurt those in my circle to rectify
just guide me with ur wisdom to inddemnify
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