G-D answer me

g-d answer me
Current mood: awake

hawks, hammers, n havok lead to horrendous habits.
awkward anger n anguish leads to avengen abbots.
now im back at it, workin wit no contraband
see me in a casket, wardie tears fallin on they man.
dam that could be me
and religiously
i finnally see
the sin in sellin boo to my family.
or even any other, cuz they moms will weep
when they see em in the gutter over petty 5 piece
n ive felt devils claws in my back
weight on my spiritual
n ill never go back to methlab
cuz the demons scratch was visable
i always had my faith in adanoi allah or jeeeez
but it took physical proof of demons , so i believe
god is no apparation or hoax his pressence detected
he thug, friend of yours, friend of mine, he connected
he afflicted my moms with stroke n now maybe cancer
try to give my brother the second, i need answers
why u do so many bad things to good souls.
my mommas angel wings abruptly rip out her clothes.
n if i loose both or even one...
im thinkin u punishin me for the crimes ive done.
but they not to blame, so send me pain.
lock me in hell n put rusted screws in my viens.
drill them into my bones till they hit marrow
tear my appendages apart and stuff me in a barrel
twist out my teeth and force me to devour'em
chompin wit mangled gums and slap me if im cower'in
u will do what u want n i know u omniscent
but if u take another family member who dont deserve
i know that u real but ur teachings i wont listen
ill give u silent treatment n still live life richeous
thats word

lord please hear my prayers nightly
i take my past actions far from lightly
dont hurt those in my circle to rectify
just guide me with ur wisdom to inddemnify